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[Apr. 15th, 2005|11:10 pm] |
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| | mae | ] |
so that "happiness" went away quickly but its okay. things have been great. travis is wonderful and getting so big. ive grown apart from people and have gotton surprisingly close to people. all and all i think life is always gonna have its turns but its just how you deal with them.....
i am missing love now though, but oh well..... fuck man, i fell for someone who doesnt know that i fell.
<3
ps i love this song
Remembering, everything,
about my world and when you came.
Wondering, the change you’d bring,
means nothing else would be the same.
Did you know, what you were doing, did you know.
Did you know how you would move me well,
I don’t really think so.
but the night came down and swept us away.
and the stars they seemed,
to paint the most elaborate scene today.
How could we know, that so this show,
we learned so much about ourselves.
From Toledo, to Tokyo,
the words were scribed on every page,
and now there’s books up on our shelves.
Did you know; how you would move us, did you know.
When the lights, first came upon us,
and we, saw the everglow.
and the moments magic swept us away.
and the young mans dream, was almost seen to plain.
When was the night,
that showed us the sign.
Revealed in the sky, to leave all behind.
But where to begin? throw the caution, to the wind.
We’ll reach for the stars, everything is now ours.
Did you know, how you would move me, did you know.
Did you know how you would move me well,
I don’t even think so.
but the moments magic swept us away.
and it’s so close, but we’re so far away.
It’s so close, but we’re so far away
pss toc was awesome...
psss
heres my myspace link
http://profiles.myspace.com/users/3914933 |
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| Happy |
[Feb. 22nd, 2005|09:49 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Ashlee Simpson~La La | ] |
im so happy now. its amazing<3 |
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[Feb. 10th, 2005|09:52 pm] |
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acop.... congrats.. you guys are on toc! fuck yea! |
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| woohaa |
[Feb. 10th, 2005|09:38 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | bright eyes~a love i dont have to love | ] |
hey everyone. so im doing good. my 18th was a blast.boys are good.. ad yummy:) my son is amazing... what can i say... life is pretty good.
for the peeps who i dont see often and what not.. here are some pics.
 me and arica
 me and hill
 my son<33
 my tats!
 me and ash
a have more but my comps being gay/
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[Jan. 25th, 2005|07:36 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | acop~Every Second | ] |
hey ya'll! so i havent updated in a while. well this weekend was my birhtday fun weekend.. and oh hell yea it was fun! well..... i hung out with cairenn.. which was cool cause i havent seen her in a long ass time and i missed her ass! on saturday a bunch of us(ryan,jeph,tc,hilly,ashley,gina,walker<3,maria,kathy,jamie,cairenn,and me) went to go eat sushi at stingrays and it was sooooo good! then after me cairenn ash and hill went to mill and i bought stuff! it was great!on sunday i went to mac and ashley and i got are make up done and we went to acop! we meaning me hillary, ashley,courtney and cairenn. we bought them donuts and got free shit which is always cool. wow.. that night was great........oh yea!
and now im im sitting as my lil one is asleep... hes doing great and he is so beautiful! ahhh i love my punkerbutt!
<3333
Jenn |
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| life changes in a matter of hours. |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|07:31 am] |
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| |  crappy | ] |
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| | ashlee simpson-undiscovered | ] |
so, things have been goin good with me and my lil punkerbutt, my friends and well.. wish i could say the same for something else but.. eh!
but i pretty much was told to leave my dads house.. by my dad. what the hell is goin on. my dad was suppose to be the one who fuckin cared and was my best friend and all this other shit but now.. he just doesnt "feel" the same way about me.im not handling this very well cause... he was my dad.. i loved him..its shitty. so i live back with my mom, which is cool to but its not the same.. i do love seeing my friends everyda.. its great. and alos.. my fuckin grandpa is sick and moving to prescott.. waejfgysdualkia WHAT THE HELL IS GOIN ON! ahhhhhhhhhh |
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| nfg says it good sometimes |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|08:50 am] |
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i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
your eyes were covered in sunglasses
when they first met mine
i sat there and stared at you
you didn't seem to mind
the awkward ways we meet
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
i never cared how i dressed before
but i cared that night
anticipation ran through my bones
and my clothes never fit right
i can't wait 'til we meet again
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know
framed pictures start to be put on the walls
constant visits while im out on the road
its hard to leave sometimes
but you know where i lay my head at night
first comes heavy breathing
staring at the ceiling
what will happen next
i don't wanna know
i don't wanna know |
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|06:42 pm] |
BlndyChc: oh really thats awesome lol. cuz i know this girl jennifer and shes the hottest mom i know
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: lol yea iheard |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|05:35 pm] |
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YAY! Acop CD! March 22,2005 |
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| acop~loose lips sink ships |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|11:46 am] |
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| |  blank | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Mxpx~Broken Hearted | ] |
D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
grey or gray?: does it matter?
color or black-and-white photos?: black and white
lust or love?: love
sunrise or sunset?:sun...hmmm..set
M&Ms or Skittles?:skittles
rap or rock?: rock
staying up late or waking up early?: staying up late
TV or radio?: radio
eating apples or oranges?: oranges
A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y . . .
Do you have a crush?: oh yea
Who is it?:hahaha... well his name starts with a.... ahaahaha im not telling!
D O Y O U P R E F E R . . .
being hot or cold?: cold
sun or moon?: moon
emeralds or rubies?: emeralds
left or right?: right?
having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend: 1 best friend
sun or rain?: rain
vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream?: i dont like ice cream
green beans or carrots?: carrots
low fat or fat free?: neither
M I S C E L L A N E O U S . . .
What is your biggest fear in the world?: death and not finding love
Kids or no kids?: kids :0)
Half empty or half full?: full
Mustard or ketchup?: ketchup
Hard cover books or soft cover books?: soft
Newspaper or magazine?: MAG
Sandals or sneakers?: sneakers
Wonder or amazement?: amazement
Red car or white car?:um. red
Happy and poor or sad and rich?: happy poor
Singing or dancing?: both
Hugging or kissing?: both
Corduroy or plain?: plain
Happy or sad?: happy
Blonde or brunette?: mmm... bruenette.
A B O U T Y O U . . .
What time is it?: 12:01 pm
Nicknames: Jenn.Ner.... whatever you call me in bed! jk lol
Names of siblings and age?: Reuben and 23
birthdate?: January.26
Pets?: 1one dog named Pixie and a fish named Herbert
Height?: 5'1 ish
Eye color?: dark brown
Hair color?:balck
Piercing(s): 4, all ears though
W H A T D O Y O U W A N T . . .
Where do you want to live?: california
How many kids do you want?: 1 or 2
What kind of job do you want?: record label owner
Do you want to get married?: yea
W H I C H I S B E T T E R . . .
2 doors or 4 (on a car)?: 4
Coffee or ice cream?: coffee
Shampoo or conditioner?: conditioner
Bridges or tunnels?: bridges
One pillow or two?: 2
*. . .F A V O R I T E S . . . *
Salad dressing?: blue cheese
Color of socks?: black
food? wendys:o)
color?: black, red and pink
Non-alcoholic drink?: orange juice and diet Dr.Pepper
R A N D O M . . .
1 MINUTE AGO: this
1 DAY AGO: picked my but and hundout with hilly
1 WEEK AGO: shopping
1 YEAR AGO: hmmm..probably hangingout with hilly
I MISS: having someone... and Laguna Beach!
I AM: sick and hungry
Wearing: black pants and a green tank top
Current Music: A Change Of Pace
Current Taste: my mouth
Current Hair: messy
Current Annoyance: not having the one i want
Current Smell: myself.. take that as you will!
Current thing I should be Doing: showering
Current Favorite Show: hmm.Laguna Beach,Im waiting for the new season!
Current Book: not reading one at the moment.
Current Movie In DVD player:woot woot, my ACOP dvd
Current Refreshment: nothing |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|12:46 pm] |
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| | coheed and cambria~blood red summer | ] |
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[Jan. 2nd, 2005|12:03 pm] |
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| | Coldplay~The Scientist | ] |
hmmm.. last night was one of the best/funnest nights ever... i suck at yellow light...
<33
Jenn |
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| chupa |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|09:20 pm] |
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| | Green Day~Blvd. Of Broken Dreams | ] |
heyo, i havent had a real updated journal so here goes...
well, i have my lil guy travis(yes he was named after the drummer of blink 182) and he is amazing. it is rough sometimes but, i have a lot of support and love, so it makes it better. hes great:0)
new years was alright. i hung out with baby and wee all night then when my mom came home and i went to hillarys and had a mad case of adhd kick in.
thurs i went to acop.. it was so fuckin amazing and jon is so hot!lol
there playing a show on my 18th bday at the sets.. so everyone should come!
well.. thats pretty much it..
</3 always.
Jenn |
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[Jan. 1st, 2005|09:19 pm] |
BlancoMeow56: feliz navidad
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: lol
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: thats merry xmas
BlancoMeow56: i think i kno what im talking about im 1/2 mexicanish
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: lol
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: really
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: ?
BlancoMeow56: yea im from marijuna mexico
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: lol
ReDHoTTSicKGiRl: really
BlancoMeow56: marijuana, mexico heck yes
oh derek.... funny funny |
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[Dec. 16th, 2004|01:03 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | mcr~thank you for the venom | ] |
Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
its even worse when you never had them to part from..:0(
</3
Jenn |
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| my booger |
[Dec. 13th, 2004|12:13 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Acop~ death do us part | ] |
 aww my baby
 <333
<3
Jenn |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 10th, 2004|11:01 am] |
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| | content | ] |
| [ | music |
| | a change of pace~Asleep at the Wheel | ] |
-----------------DESCRIBE------------------
[x] The shoes you wore today: cons
[x] Your eyes: brown
[x] Your fears: death
-----------------WHAT IS------------------
[x] Your most overused phrase on aim: lol
[x] Your thoughts first waking up: travis go back to bed..:o)
[x] The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes and lips
[x] Your best physical feature: um.. im gonna be honest.. boobs and lips
[x] Your bedtime: when travis sleeps is when i sleep
[x] Your most missed memory: school....:o(
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-----------------YOU PREFER------------------
[x] Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
[x] McDonald's or Burger King: ewww.neither
[x] Single or group dates: Single
[x] Adidas or Nike: adidas
[x] Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
[x] Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
--------------------DO YOU------------------
[x] Smoke: no
[x] Curse: like a sailor
[x] Take a shower everyday: no
[x] Have any crushes? OF FUCKIN COURSE! god....:o(
[x] Who are they: pfft...if you know me you know who!
[x] Do you think you've been in love? yes
[x] Want to go to college: yes
[x] Like high school: i miss it.. the good parts.. just chs
[x] Want to get married: one day
[x] Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yea.. it think so
[x] Believe in yourself: sometimes
[x] Get motion sickness: no
[x] Think you're a health freak: no
[x] Get along with your parents: more dad then mom
[x] Like thunderstorms: yes
------------IN THE PAST MONTH DID / HAVE YOU--------------
[x] Gone to the mall: yes
[x] Eaten sushi: yes
[x] Been on stage: yes
[x] Been dumped: eh..kinda sorta
[x] Gone skating: yes
[x] Made homemade cookies: no
[x] Dyed your hair: ahahah YES
[x] Stolen anything: yes
-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------
[x] Flown on a plane: yea
[x] Missed school because it was raining?: no
[x] Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yeah
[x] Cried during a Movie?:yes... damn bambi
[x] Ever thought an animated character was hot?: lol... yea Quinn from Daria
[x] Had an imaginary friend: i think when i was lil
[x] Cut your hair: yes
[x] Had crush on a teacher?: yes
[x] Been caught "doing something": yes
[x] Been called a tease: hahaha yea
[x] Gotten beaten up?: nope
[x] Been in a fight: yes
[x] Shoplifted: yes
-----------------THE FUTURE------------------
[x] Age you hope to be married: 25 around there somewhere
[x] Numbers of Children: 1... and i have him already so im set!
[x] Descibe your Dream Wedding: not sure yet..just sharing it with someone i love
[x] What do you want to be when you grow up?: music producer or label owner
[x] What country would you most like to visit?: spain or italy
-----------------OPPOSITE SEX------------------
[x] Best eye color: green blue or hazel
[x] Best hair color: brown or black
[x] Short or long hair: the hot way
[x] Best height: taller
[x] Best weight: not large
[x] Best first date location: doesnt matter
[x] Best first kiss location: doesnt matter
-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------
[x] Number of Boyfriends/Girlfriends: 1 serious one
[x] Number of drugs taken illegally: hmmm
[x] Number of people I could trust with my life: about 3
[x] Number of CDs that I own: about 40ish 50ish
[x] Number of piercing: 4 just ears though... getting more
[x] Number of tattoos: getting some.. im so excitted
[x] Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? 2
[x] Number of scars on my body: so many
[x] Number of things in my past that I regret: not sure
----------------FAVORITES------------------
[x] Shampoo: bed head
[x] Fav Color(s): black pink and red
[x] Day/Night: Night
[x] Summer/Winter: spring and fall
[x] Lace or Satin: lace
[x] Fave Cartoon: simpsons
[x] Fave Food: italian and chinese
[x] Fave Movies: Nightmare Before Xmas, Another State Of Mind and Fear and LOathing in LAs Vegas
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
[x] Right Now Wearing: pjs
[x] Drinking: water
[x] Thinking about: .....:o( him...
[x] Listening to: a change of pace
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
[x] Cried: yes
[x] Worn jeans: no
[x] Met someone new online: no
[x] Done laundry: yes
[x] Drove a car: no
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN--------------
[x] Yourself: yes, do you believe in me?
[x] Your friends: the ones i care about
[x] Santa Claus: no..:0(
[x] Tooth Fairy: no
[x] Destiny/Fate: not yet.. it could happen
[x] Angels: yea
[x] Ghosts: yea
[x] UFO's: no
[x] God: yea
------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
[x] Do you ever wish you had another name?: no
[x] Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: no
[x] Do you like anyone?: yes
[x] Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: hillary and arica
[x] Are you close to any family member?: yea.. g g gina
[x] What's the best feeling in the world?: being with my best friends and acting silly and haveing fun
[x] Worst Feeling?: heart fuckin break
[x] What time is it now?:11:18 am |
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| mehh |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|11:49 am] |
| [ | mood |
| | crushed | ] |
| [ | music |
| | new found glory~over the head. below your knees | ] |
You must not have a heart
Have nothing in your chest
To let it go for so long
And let this go so far
That it goes over your head
You could fool anyone
With your pensive smile
And you could live in your lie
For only a while
And I could only take so much (from not so far away)
And I admit this could be love (but love can always wait)
But it goes over your head
What does she have
Can you let go
Can you tell me
What I am aching to know
You could ruin any mood
Just by saying what's on your mind
You could only tame his body
Never tame this mind
And I can only take so much (from now so far away)
And I admit this could be love (but love can always wait)
But it goes over your head
What does she have
Can you let go
Can you tell me
What I am aching to know
If i'm reaching in
You're not letting it show
Used up your space now
And there's no room to grow
Too deep, can't breath
And you can't find the end
It's right in front of you
But it goes over your head
What does she have
Can you let go
Can you tell me
What I am aching to know
You must not have a heart
Have nothing in your chest
</3
Jenn |
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| punkers and me |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|05:29 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | content | ] |
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| | acop-asleep at the wheel | ] |
i love my punkers hes my love and he is awesome, i so happy and he has lots of love
<33
Jenn and baby trav |
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